my life, my way

AH! I miss you guys!! So much.

I think that the whirlwind of stuff from the last few months is finally starting to settle with me. I've been able to open my eyes up to how much my life has changed since January. The answer to how much is omg, so so much.

It's a little crazy.

And a little how I do things.

Do I really think that it's a good idea to make a ton of REALLY huge changes in my life all at once? Not really, but it's just what I do.

It's just what I do. And that's okay.

No judgement. It's part of who I am.

And who I am is not going to fundamentally change based on circumstances. Who I am is not going to change based on the good advice of other people or what they want for me and my life or what they think I should do.

It's just not.

And it shouldn't have to.

Who's to say that my way isn't okay? Or right? Or the best way for me? Who's to say that I can't live my life on my own terms and make my own decisions and be able to trust that I know what's best for me above everyone else.

No one, that's who.

I own this for myself, for my life, starting now.

It's on, world. Look out, cause here I come.